Borderline personality disorder test

I fear that my family, partner or friends abandon or betray me, even when no real threat exists.

I cannot stand being alone.

I get desperate and/or furious when my close ones leave me even for a short period of time.

My relationships with close ones are very emotional and troublesome.

In my relationship with close ones, at first I idealize them and later, when something goes wrong, I hate them. These extremes in my attitude to people interchange frequently.

People find me too demanding in relationships.

I've attempted to completely change the life I lead.

I have doubts about who I am and what the meaning of my life is.

I think I'm a bad, evil person.

When I'm driving a car, I cannot resist the urge to speed up and enjoy reckless driving.

At times I resort to binge eating.

At times I spend money recklessly.

I can't control myself when I'm gambling.

I engage in unsafe and inappropriate sexual contacts.

I'm fantasising about committing suicide.

When I have quarrels with my close ones I threat to kill myself.

When I'm very upset or angry, I hurt myself to calm down.

I have times when I feel very irritable for several hours.

I feel anxious for several hours.

I seek out new activities or experiences to occupy myself because I get bored easily.

I get desperate because I feel empty.

I get angry easily.

I feel that everyone and everything is against me.

I have the feeling that I'm not real.